Reflections

Akshaya wanted to go for a sleepover and I made her feel bad. I feel bad for doing that. It's just that I miss her. But I must absolutely let her go.

I just told her the story of how appa and aatha gave me a hard time when I wanted to go play badminton saying I wanted to grow up too fast! Then ironically i play the same game with her. Poor child!

Then... I see Ashwin and I see myself in school. The one not chosen for games . He wants to join and feel included. But he's not one of those popular kids. Evenin the temple . Shruthi and akshaya and Karthik even don't openly welcome him. Partly coz he messes with their rules or irritates them Haha! But still. My heart goes out to him.

Aishu s gems

We were at gokul and having dinner. They served us silver plates with round cut outs of banana leaves.

Baby aishu asked "why are they serving us  food on Lily pads?"

And today morning. She said I think i will lie like this under the blankets until I am warm. I said that's a good plan. She said that's not a plan that's a think.

Ashwin's love

I love talking to akka the most
I love playing with aishu the most.
I love hugging aatha the most
I miss appa the most
I love aunty the most

And aishu pipes in
He loves the person who feeds him that's why he loves aunty the most!