Yesterday I saw how hurt my son was by me and it cut me.
We had had a long and tiring weekend.
Coming home near 8pm Ashwin stated asking interesting math addition questions a d for some reason akshaya5 couldn't answer a simple qn. Instead if letting it go I took it like a personal affront and insisted she get the answer. My time was demeaning and insulting. I made her cry. .
Once we got off Ashwin' s face was really down. He said softly . I shouldn't have asked those questions.
Then he said I should have said code red to you. that was supposed to be our code word for each other when we were loa8ng control.
Then At home he said I didn't like the way the day ended. We played some jigsaw to make up . But ... I hope he's okay and recovers. And I hope I don't forget the pain I inflict on them with My words and actions.
I'm blessed with my lovely children.
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