I'm in hospital again with akshaya
and she does not seem to be recovering as quickly as she did the last two times she had a flare
I'm trying to stay above is, take it in stride
everyone has their problems
but I'm just thinking about those parents who have kids with no chronic problems.
really blessed to have only the usual teenage problems with kids. not health problems.
I pray she makes a full recovery. I worry about all kinds of things. Will she get married have kids, live well, be healthy do all the the things she wants to
I pray to God she does.
I'm scared I'm getting resentful too. of things out of my control
yesterday we came home. home sweet home. and I lit a lamp for god. and my hands were trembling despite me. I'm more affected than I let on. I had to close the door and cry. for akshaya for me and saro. the stories do help. I told myself rama had to suffer to become the person he became. and my dad. and so too my.daughter. my job is to support her and I pray for strength to do that
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