Saturday, September 24, 2022

anger

i nearly crashed the car today in my foul temper
setting such a bad example for son as to what to do when upset
scream speed terrify the other
I would hate for him to do that to anyone
I would hate to have anyone do that to me
I'm not fully sure what happened 
it felt like I needed to live without expectations from anyone at all
I maybe was relying too much on my kids in an effort to free myself from needs and expectations related to the hubby
so I expected him to be happy to explain some science to me with a real life specimen. 
he is just a child. bored of science. eager to go . 
must have been so shocking for him

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