in tending to 1 kid I ignored the needs of the other
I should have told ashwin more firmly that he cannot snack after the play before hand
After the play he was a little kid and wanted to eat so badly and she suggested macs and we went
but it triggered for her how different her life is
and she couldn't sleep till 1 plus.
neither could I. but I deserved it
sigh
she said she feels so angry like she wishes she could smash things
has quite awful mood swings. hoping it was due to stopping of steroids and not something new for her
one day she went to the canteen and felt really sad
ashwin felt quite bad about making her sad. Guess he won't ask for food when she is around anymore.
I'm not sure what to do
can we even manage
perhaps we should not travel end of the year.
I'm so scared
and I feel like giving in.
telling her we can buy those fries if she wants.
and so scared of my weakness
sham and kannan they never eat out. wish I could get the kids to be like that too.
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