how

I am careful not to be too happy

But i wasnt careful enough about not just getting on with what i need to do and want to do. Self centred a bit

While my baby is feeling lonely and in pain 

Im not sure there is anything i can do

I feel the urge. To do something. Speak to a peer ask her to do more to be a friend. But i cant. 

I do think exercise will release dopamine that makes us happier. 

But problem solving may not work

Its not surprising she is lonely.  Jc is bustling with energy. She is alone. Seems she gets worried abd jealous when that kid speaks to others. Fear she would leave her. 

Friendship needs time and shared experiences to nurture. But she can't.  Physically can't.  Spare time is time to rest, recuperate. 

God made her like this.

With reason 

I can't figure it out of course 

Leaving the sorrow aside

Let's see. Everyone feels lonely at some point or the other in youth. Lonliness is not a permanant state.  

We need oneness with the world

Let's try meditation and exercise in the holidays. 

How to tell her. There are many brilliant people in the world who are lonely too. But they find pockets of friendship when they can.