Toddler ashwin

Close to 5 am- I can hear my son crying for me-it's heart breaking:( I'm here feeding baby and can't go to him.. If I were to go to him Akshaya would join us there in a few minutes and both would fight if a stray arm or leg touched the other or if they discover the other hugging me! Sigh! 

I want to be there for my kids buy don't know how sometimes.