I paid 350 dollars for an enrichment class for my daughter in dance. a 2 week dance convention.
I had done so.based on my experience of watching it over the years and admiring it and knowing such exposure is good for aspiring dancers
but she was not keen
and I signed her up anyway
and she was so grumpy about it
and fell ill on that day
almost willfully I would believe haha
and we made a deal she just needs to attend 1 day of the 4 to give it a chance
and she did and predictably said she doesn't want to attend more
and now I am short of 350 and my daughters respect and I may have turned her away from such classes in the future too
sigh.
for her I drove her there and went back again to give her drink for her throat and back again to pick her up . she said no thanks.
what do I do. I signed her up so it's my fate to send her and pick her up and be at her beck and call
or teach her manners and not to take things for granted and to say please and thank you even if its for classes she dislikes
I give up and shall say nothing. I need to go for a walk or something. I don't like her very much now and she doesn't like me much
from her perspective
my mum signs me up for something without asking me
she doesn't care that I'm sick still sending me for it
guilt trips me saying it cost her 350 bucks.
yup. that's how I look to her now.
sigh.
I had a delicious cup of coffee today. and played with my bird in between my chauffeuring duties.
am gonna get my bike and head down to coney Island.
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