worries

A part of me worries 

that I make things worse for her 

took her to yoga and started the joint pains? 

took her swimming and worsened them? 

sigh. 

who care about f-ing intentions

just look at the results. I'm so sorry baby. so so so sorry 

now I want to project only good health for u, the way you want it darling

I envision good health and happiness for you, for the taylor swift concert we are so looking forward to

please God

thank you for making her well enough to enjoy the concert fully no pains only laughter and singing and joy

please God

please God

please God

if someone must be in pain

let it be me

not her

please God

please God

please God

 

I'll make offerings again for you

I'll think of the kuladeivams again for you the pen deivams again