Wednesday, January 31, 2024

depression diaries 9

this is me 
depressed ? 
sad anyway 

that maybe I jinxed it
and God made her sick to punish me
I must remember to never be too happy 

I need to strive to just be
a stone in flowing water 

later I made salad
it was OK
and I was gonna serve everybody 
and he says don't give too much
.like it's not nice? 
he can't support me and not enough has to be derisive 

his usual excuse 
he didn't mean  it 
he meant for himself which is bull. he is lying too 

but why am I attached to some grains and leaves 
how shallow am I 

I am tied to nothing
not to food
not to people 

I am just a soul briefly flitting in this body 
with these people 
kiplng got it right 
be close but not that any counts too much 

and this soul is free 
as it should be
it won't be tethered to the ground 
or to food or possessions or people

No comments:

Post a Comment

Followers